February 2012
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I dreamed of happiness
I dreamed of happiness for you were there with me.
Then you ran away, never knowing my reflections.
Forever I was chasing the shadow of your being,
Trying to rewind time and undo imperfections.
I spent too much time worrying about nothing and everything
while you sailed into the distance, away from me.
I don’t know if you’ll be back, to make my heart sing,
But for now, I’m...
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Don't take it personal,
mahalkitax3:
Nowadays, I’m just tired and stressed out from the countless bullshit that goes on in my life that I tend to close myself off and ignore everyone. Including the people I care about. It’s nothing personal, People just have those days where all they want to do is shut down and escape reality.
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To be honest,
I feel kind of lost lately. I want to go home, this weekend can’t come fast enough. My appetite feels gone. I feel dizzy a lot. And I slept for so much that I couldn’t sleep anymore, so I got up to study. I probably don’t make sense right now. I just need to figure out how to find myself again…
Vulnerable.
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Life of a night owl.
not sleeping until 4 in the morning or later
knowing exactly when the birds will begin chirping in the morning
going to bed after the sun rises
sleeping later than everyone else
waking up at 8 or 9 in the morning for class
sleeping in really late on weekends
surviving on 2-4 hours of sleep each day
taking random naps during the afternoon
I don’t remember the last time I went to...
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This is why I don't take naps.
expectations: I'm just going to take a quick power nap and I'll wake up refreshed and energized
reality: passed out cold for five hours solid, wake up not knowing what day it is or what the last meal you ate was
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I hate falling for someone.
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When you fall for someone, all you think about is them. You worry if they’re talking to someone other than you. You worry if they’ll find someone better. You worry if they’re ignoring you. You worry if they’ll get bored of you and leave one day. You wait for a text or a call from them every day. Most of all, you worry if they lose feelings and the connection you two had.
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Emotionally unstable.
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Just pretend everything is okay.
But I’m not okay. I’m suppressing so many emotions right now that I feel like I’m going to explode.
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